Hey!? atleast tell me what's the catch? this time she didn't stop, ignored me with that dubious smile &walked away. I took that as a chore, put my hands in the pocket & walked back.
I could hear the metro passing by, the traffic on the road, the rush. Rajiv Chowk is one of the busiest station in delhi. I crossed the road and stood next to the stall.
"advance?"
{lights up the cigg}
something was definitely strange today. why, what happened? Shrey asked. I didn't know what to say exactly. I remained quite &was watching the smoke rising up in the air. he tapped on my shoulder, chuckled& said
" Tu lite le".
**I like me better, when i'm with you, the music popped up**
I said sorry, i need to pick this up, catch ya later. hey mom, yea i'm right on my way home, yea the shift ended, in the cab right now, yea i had lunch, yea, yea... be back in hour, ttyl. ugh, she still thinks of me like a 10 year old.
....
Okay so, I have a work profile in noida as a data science analyst, I happen to live there 5 days a week and come home at weekends. the work load is too much these days, the process department hasn't escalated my project yet & I still can't find any bugs in my piece. But this is not my concern right now.
I can't understand her, sometime she's like a love angel who has poured every inch of her in me, but sometimes she's no other pandora box to me. oh god! am i in love? no its bullshit.
karen, she's my client's legal associate, its like a month now, we were in a living relationship till today. I still can't remember how it started, but all i could remember, that we were in a office party, perhaps the whiskey got us both down, & we end up in my apartment. I was being a gentleman, she even puked on me, so i couldn't leave her right there. so i pulled her up to my door. she was too stubborn & refused my help even though she wasn't even able to stand properly. so i was behind her, so just she doesn't fall on the stairs supporting with my hands a little.
"hol' up, bitch, sit down! be humble"
she screamed! & started singing some real nigga rap shit, to be honest i was then unsure about bringing her here, cuz she seemed to be some real badass kinda girl. she screamed again, i was like yea i'll, first, lets get in?
suddenly she lost her balance & fell on me, thank to god i had my one hand on the grilling, or else we both have died in the staircase like stupid drunks. I lift her up from the waist, and get her in, put her on the bed & turned the lights off, pulled the curtains up. It was a full moon night, the moonlight was on her face in those white covers.
I played some music in low volume, prateek kuhad was on the dial.
poured some whiskey for myself, scratched the couch near the window, sippping wine, staring the moon and that mystery i bought with me today.
with the night, the music starts fading too..
**is geherai se bekhabar ho bhi jau toh, mai befikar hu madhosh ho bhi jau toh..**
7 in the morning,
*alarm buzzed*
i found myself slept on the couch, i turned around looked the bed, she wasn't there, until the next second she entered with the pancakes in her hands while creating the aroma all over in the apartment.
we had coffee, good talk, pan cakes. and then it happened between us, she starting coming over daily. everything was smooth, we even made a bucket list, helped each other with work.
till yesterday, she didn't show up since last week, and asked me to meet her at the station, and i still don't know what was the catch, until now,
when i switched on my TV and found out that she jumped in front of the metro &its all gone.
